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I don’t think Demitri could be happier then what he is now it fills me with joy it really does he always had that lost stare sometimes and i knew there was a void there he missed his sister he blamed himself to, i think but she is back a vampire yes but back in his life that’s all that matters really and she is happy to she is such a sweetheart she loves all the girly things flowers and anything pink she reminds me of Jordan a little
i am not sure what the plan is now if we stay here or leave my heart misses home but my head wants to stay here with anastcia and Max it’s been a week since we spoke about Tristan and I know it isn’t far from his mind.
Today we went out finally a little bit of the good old British weather the clouds where thick and gray this excited me and it made me sad but i soon cheered her up by telling her we have to go shopping even Max was up for a day trip to London, Demitri made sure he fed himself and we set of in one of the hotel limousine of course. We did a lot of shopping and Demitri looked at me passionately.
"I love it here Valentina"
"yes i do to its so strange seeing it through different eyes" I told him
"You lived in London?" An asked
"well outside of London but i worked in London yes" I told her.
"Ohh what was your job?" A asked
"Sis it’s rude to ask questions like that." Demitri said as he knew it was touchy my old life.
"I ran a book store when my father died he left me the book store."
"Amazing i love books and it was here in London? Is it still here?"
"Mmm i assume so." I said not really thinking about it
"what was it called?" A asked intrigued Demitri scowled at her.
She shook it off and took my hand.
"Once upon a time" i said hesitantly.
"You’re kidding me that’s my favorite book store there is a little old lady who is always there she is the cutest thing ever always telling stories to people who will listen can we go please." a said enthusiastic
I stopped dead on the street no she couldn’t still be running that place she should of sold it i left it for her when i left for good what was she doing still running it. Demitri frantically made sure i was ok and Anastacia looked guilty.
"Sorry i when I left i told her to sell the place to use the money to do whatever she wanted to do and not to have to work. What is she doing there?"
Anastasia gasped.
"Ohh my your her aren’t you of course you are the lost princess." A said grabbing me into a hug i didn’t understand what lost princess?
"Explain?" Demitri asked
"I told you she tells stories and there always about the lost princess it’s you she is waiting for you to come back"
"No she can’t i told her not to wait for me to live her life" i stressed
"Bet she is there now come on lets go" Anastasia dragged me along not letting go of me Demitri told his sister to stop but she wouldn’t Max understood once she had made he mind up there was no stopping her we arrived at the book store and it looked just like it did the last time i saw this place the old wooden door, the sign, everything about the front was if it was stood still in time Anastasia worked straight in and hers Gwen’s voice
"Hello dear how are you today"
I couldn’t move.
Demitri took my face and max walked into the shop.
"You don’t have to go in there we can go back to the hotel whatever you want to do?" Demitri said calmly
"No I need to let her go she is stuck here because of me" I said i put one foot forward then another and another and i was walking into the store Demitri close behind me. Ohh my we are busy today" Gwen chuckled her glasses held by the chain and the floral shirt with he brown trousers she still wore the same cloths she didn’t look any older then the last time i saw her i forced a smile on my face when she looked to me i was shaking Demitri took my hand Gwen fumbled for her glasses and put them on she gasped when she realised who i was i wanted to cry so badly tear filled Gwen’s eyes spilling out with screams of joy her fragile hands wave in the air and her movement is a little slower than the last time i saw her she moved towards me slowly and i moved to her.
"You came back I know you would i knew i hadn’t seen the last of my Valentina." Gwen said in a shaky voice.
I held her so close to me trying not to break her.
"Ohh dear you’re so cold."
"I know its cold outside I’m not use to the clime" I joked.
"Let me take a look at you she said pulling back and examining me.
"Well you look life death are you ok dear you’re not ill are you no not the same disease as your poor mother?" Gwen worried.
"No I’m very much healthy better than ever i have a question what are you still doing her i told you to sell up" I told her off.
"No dear why would i do such a thing i knew you would come back and if i sold up then we would never have met again." Gwen said
"You silly women think of yourself for once i demand that you sell this place and treat yourself like i wished."
Gwen waved me off.
"No i will be here till i die" She said throwing the comments away.
Suddenly Max screamed. "Yes i can’t believe it ha-ha it’s been here all this time how stupid not to look."
We all look at where the scream came from he came from the bottom of the store with a dusty book in his hand.
"I can help Tristan." He finally said and Demitri and i sighed with relief Max popped the book down and took out his wallet.
"How much for the book i only have 500 pounds on me but i can pay more if you take cards." Max said to Gwen
Gwen's eyes nearly popped out of her head
"Ohh no dear if you’re a friend of Valentina’s then it’s yours for free." Gwen said happily
"No, No, No i cannot just walk out of here and not pay anything here take this and we will call it quits?" Max emptied his wallet and handed her 500 pounds. Gwen didn’t know what to do.
"I need to go guys i hope you don’t mind i need to start preparations." Max said kissing Anastasia
Gwen stuttered in shock.
"Thank you young man" She said as he ran out of the door we chuckled he was much older than Gwen.
"Now do one thing for me please Gwen go and get your coat and close this shop and sell it make your self comfortable." I ordered.
"Well i am missing a bingo game" She hesitated.
"Then what are you waiting for go" I demanded.
"But you just got back here" He complained.
"Yes and I’m leaving again and so should you." I begged her.
"Tell me something first." She asked
I waited for her question
"You’re happy aren’t you." She asked.
"Yes extremely happy i got the happy ever after Gwen"
Gwen started to cry and hugged me again.
"Your parents would be so proud of you darling if they could see you know they really would be."
"Thank you Gwen i have missed you so much it’s going to make it harder to leave again" I told her.
"It’s never good byes remember that." I nodded and we left the book store I watched Gwen lock up for the last time and she said her good byes.
If felt relieved a deed was done i made the one person who meant the world to me happy and that was enough i was done with London free from any ties that once held me here. We escorted her to the bingo hall and ordered her a taxi for latter on i hugged her again for the last time. As we left Anastcia looked extremely happy.
" I might buy myself some property if that’s ok?" She asked i laughed
"Of course as long as it’s a good price" I told her.
"Of course ha and we are keeping it in the family which is always the best way to do business" She joked.
I nodded at her in approval. She rubbed her hands together excited. We decided to go back to the hotel and see if we could help Max with his plan to get Tristan back my heart felt lighter as we walked back to where the limo would be when i heard someone calling my name.
"Valentina Hay wait oil midnight it’s you I know it is V wait up" I lowered my head, no, not today not after my perfect goodbye.
he caught up to us Demitri glared at him.
" you know him?" he whispered
“yes" i replied back
" do you want to talk to him?" he asked in that none caring voice Demitri was angry.
I looked up to Demitri and smiled.
"It’s fine." I told him
"Where the hell have you been? you disappear into thin air god knows if your alive or lying dead in a ditch somewhere a phone call V is all it took." He screamed at me i turned around and glared at him. He stopped what he was about to say.
"Why should you care about me know you didn’t back then" I snapped back
"What’s happened to you?" He asked shocked by my new look.
"Oz what’s it to you?" I screamed back Demitri grabbed my hand holding me back just in case i did anything.
"Ohh is this your drug dealer?" Oz squared upto Demitri growled.
"Go back to the hotel Demitri i will be back soon" I told him he looked at Oz for a few seconds then pulled me into a hug and kissed me passionately.
Demitri left with his sister i felt awful telling Demitri to go but i couldn’t risk Demitri losing his temper and taking a bite.
"What happened to you?" He begged.
"I found a new life Oz a happy one." I told him
"You look like death" Oz said not agreeing with me.
"What would you know hay you wouldn’t you didn’t know how i was suffering how much i was hurting and you left me open for more heartache so you don’t have the right to tell me that i look like death you don’t know what that looks like you killed any last bit that was holding on for dear life you did that and i want to thank you because otherwise i wouldn’t have realised what a waste of space you where to me and how little you actually mean to me know so run along and go play with whatever girl has taken your fancy this week." I turned and walked away he didn’t call out to me or try to argue and that pleased me he wasn’t worth anymore of my time he was nothing and Demitri was my everything Demitri didn’t go back to the hotel he was waiting around the corner for me a big grin on his face.
"Feel better?" He asked
"Much better" I said as i wrapped my arms around him that’s where i wanted to be with Demitri no matter what country town city as long as he was there with me.
I don’t think Demitri could be happier then what he is now it fills me with joy it really does he always had that lost stare sometimes and i knew there was a void there he missed his sister he blamed himself to, i think but she is back a vampire yes but back in his life that’s all that matters really and she is happy to she is such a sweetheart she loves all the girly things flowers and anything pink she reminds me of Jordan a little
i am not sure what the plan is now if we stay here or leave my heart misses home but my head wants to stay here with anastcia and Max it’s been a week since we spoke about Tristan and I know it isn’t far from his mind.
Today we went out finally a little bit of the good old British weather the clouds where thick and gray this excited me and it made me sad but i soon cheered her up by telling her we have to go shopping even Max was up for a day trip to London, Demitri made sure he fed himself and we set of in one of the hotel limousine of course. We did a lot of shopping and Demitri looked at me passionately.
"I love it here Valentina"
"yes i do to its so strange seeing it through different eyes" I told him
"You lived in London?" An asked
"well outside of London but i worked in London yes" I told her.
"Ohh what was your job?" A asked
"Sis it’s rude to ask questions like that." Demitri said as he knew it was touchy my old life.
"I ran a book store when my father died he left me the book store."
"Amazing i love books and it was here in London? Is it still here?"
"Mmm i assume so." I said not really thinking about it
"what was it called?" A asked intrigued Demitri scowled at her.
She shook it off and took my hand.
"Once upon a time" i said hesitantly.
"You’re kidding me that’s my favorite book store there is a little old lady who is always there she is the cutest thing ever always telling stories to people who will listen can we go please." a said enthusiastic
I stopped dead on the street no she couldn’t still be running that place she should of sold it i left it for her when i left for good what was she doing still running it. Demitri frantically made sure i was ok and Anastacia looked guilty.
"Sorry i when I left i told her to sell the place to use the money to do whatever she wanted to do and not to have to work. What is she doing there?"
Anastasia gasped.
"Ohh my your her aren’t you of course you are the lost princess." A said grabbing me into a hug i didn’t understand what lost princess?
"Explain?" Demitri asked
"I told you she tells stories and there always about the lost princess it’s you she is waiting for you to come back"
"No she can’t i told her not to wait for me to live her life" i stressed
"Bet she is there now come on lets go" Anastasia dragged me along not letting go of me Demitri told his sister to stop but she wouldn’t Max understood once she had made he mind up there was no stopping her we arrived at the book store and it looked just like it did the last time i saw this place the old wooden door, the sign, everything about the front was if it was stood still in time Anastasia worked straight in and hers Gwen’s voice
"Hello dear how are you today"
I couldn’t move.
Demitri took my face and max walked into the shop.
"You don’t have to go in there we can go back to the hotel whatever you want to do?" Demitri said calmly
"No I need to let her go she is stuck here because of me" I said i put one foot forward then another and another and i was walking into the store Demitri close behind me. Ohh my we are busy today" Gwen chuckled her glasses held by the chain and the floral shirt with he brown trousers she still wore the same cloths she didn’t look any older then the last time i saw her i forced a smile on my face when she looked to me i was shaking Demitri took my hand Gwen fumbled for her glasses and put them on she gasped when she realised who i was i wanted to cry so badly tear filled Gwen’s eyes spilling out with screams of joy her fragile hands wave in the air and her movement is a little slower than the last time i saw her she moved towards me slowly and i moved to her.
"You came back I know you would i knew i hadn’t seen the last of my Valentina." Gwen said in a shaky voice.
I held her so close to me trying not to break her.
"Ohh dear you’re so cold."
"I know its cold outside I’m not use to the clime" I joked.
"Let me take a look at you she said pulling back and examining me.
"Well you look life death are you ok dear you’re not ill are you no not the same disease as your poor mother?" Gwen worried.
"No I’m very much healthy better than ever i have a question what are you still doing her i told you to sell up" I told her off.
"No dear why would i do such a thing i knew you would come back and if i sold up then we would never have met again." Gwen said
"You silly women think of yourself for once i demand that you sell this place and treat yourself like i wished."
Gwen waved me off.
"No i will be here till i die" She said throwing the comments away.
Suddenly Max screamed. "Yes i can’t believe it ha-ha it’s been here all this time how stupid not to look."
We all look at where the scream came from he came from the bottom of the store with a dusty book in his hand.
"I can help Tristan." He finally said and Demitri and i sighed with relief Max popped the book down and took out his wallet.
"How much for the book i only have 500 pounds on me but i can pay more if you take cards." Max said to Gwen
Gwen's eyes nearly popped out of her head
"Ohh no dear if you’re a friend of Valentina’s then it’s yours for free." Gwen said happily
"No, No, No i cannot just walk out of here and not pay anything here take this and we will call it quits?" Max emptied his wallet and handed her 500 pounds. Gwen didn’t know what to do.
"I need to go guys i hope you don’t mind i need to start preparations." Max said kissing Anastasia
Gwen stuttered in shock.
"Thank you young man" She said as he ran out of the door we chuckled he was much older than Gwen.
"Now do one thing for me please Gwen go and get your coat and close this shop and sell it make your self comfortable." I ordered.
"Well i am missing a bingo game" She hesitated.
"Then what are you waiting for go" I demanded.
"But you just got back here" He complained.
"Yes and I’m leaving again and so should you." I begged her.
"Tell me something first." She asked
I waited for her question
"You’re happy aren’t you." She asked.
"Yes extremely happy i got the happy ever after Gwen"
Gwen started to cry and hugged me again.
"Your parents would be so proud of you darling if they could see you know they really would be."
"Thank you Gwen i have missed you so much it’s going to make it harder to leave again" I told her.
"It’s never good byes remember that." I nodded and we left the book store I watched Gwen lock up for the last time and she said her good byes.
If felt relieved a deed was done i made the one person who meant the world to me happy and that was enough i was done with London free from any ties that once held me here. We escorted her to the bingo hall and ordered her a taxi for latter on i hugged her again for the last time. As we left Anastcia looked extremely happy.
" I might buy myself some property if that’s ok?" She asked i laughed
"Of course as long as it’s a good price" I told her.
"Of course ha and we are keeping it in the family which is always the best way to do business" She joked.
I nodded at her in approval. She rubbed her hands together excited. We decided to go back to the hotel and see if we could help Max with his plan to get Tristan back my heart felt lighter as we walked back to where the limo would be when i heard someone calling my name.
"Valentina Hay wait oil midnight it’s you I know it is V wait up" I lowered my head, no, not today not after my perfect goodbye.
he caught up to us Demitri glared at him.
" you know him?" he whispered
“yes" i replied back
" do you want to talk to him?" he asked in that none caring voice Demitri was angry.
I looked up to Demitri and smiled.
"It’s fine." I told him
"Where the hell have you been? you disappear into thin air god knows if your alive or lying dead in a ditch somewhere a phone call V is all it took." He screamed at me i turned around and glared at him. He stopped what he was about to say.
"Why should you care about me know you didn’t back then" I snapped back
"What’s happened to you?" He asked shocked by my new look.
"Oz what’s it to you?" I screamed back Demitri grabbed my hand holding me back just in case i did anything.
"Ohh is this your drug dealer?" Oz squared upto Demitri growled.
"Go back to the hotel Demitri i will be back soon" I told him he looked at Oz for a few seconds then pulled me into a hug and kissed me passionately.
Demitri left with his sister i felt awful telling Demitri to go but i couldn’t risk Demitri losing his temper and taking a bite.
"What happened to you?" He begged.
"I found a new life Oz a happy one." I told him
"You look like death" Oz said not agreeing with me.
"What would you know hay you wouldn’t you didn’t know how i was suffering how much i was hurting and you left me open for more heartache so you don’t have the right to tell me that i look like death you don’t know what that looks like you killed any last bit that was holding on for dear life you did that and i want to thank you because otherwise i wouldn’t have realised what a waste of space you where to me and how little you actually mean to me know so run along and go play with whatever girl has taken your fancy this week." I turned and walked away he didn’t call out to me or try to argue and that pleased me he wasn’t worth anymore of my time he was nothing and Demitri was my everything Demitri didn’t go back to the hotel he was waiting around the corner for me a big grin on his face.
"Feel better?" He asked
"Much better" I said as i wrapped my arms around him that’s where i wanted to be with Demitri no matter what country town city as long as he was there with me.
